Today should be a good day. The 2nd means we made it through another month without going hungry and our food assistance is replenished for the month. I even have gas to get to and from the grocery store in a neighboring town. The problem is I have a past due electric bill, and a shut off order applied to my account as of yesterday. With this in mind, I am hesitant to purchase food ( particularly persishables)
The past-due amount is $ 171.00.
Today, I also face having my internet shut off again. That amount is $128.00
And AGAIN, the mortgage went unpaid for September. $431.87. They gave me 7 days ( on the 30th ) to pay or face foreclosure. Actually they are trying to get us to quit claim title back over to them. 😦
Any one can be paid directly to the specific entity and I will gladly provide specifics.
And I am still living in what is fast becoming squalor. With our plumbing and back load of trash still piled everywhere.
it sucks because I know that we are doing EVERYTHING we know to do to help ourselves. AND I can’t continue living this way. I don’t wish this on my worst enemy… TODAY I feel as though I am suffocating.
AND YET, Every move I make I question whether or IT would be pleasing to GOD! Even pleasing to those I have grown close to.
I have tried desperately to remain positive through this. I cling to my faith. I pray and I pray some more.
I have reached out in every way I know how. AND YES, I realize that no one here owes me one red cent and I know how all this must sound. I know how it sounds to me. I hate being so dependent, but the fact remains that I am, and this is why I began this fundraiser to begin with.
TRULY, I don’t want to keep BEATING a dead horse. This is our only HOPE! To reach someone that is financially able to STEP up beyond all reason and HELP where the GREATEST needs are!
Last but not least, I am quite thankful for the assistance we have gotten in this fundraiser. A FEW have GONE WAY ABOVE and BEYOND!
It’s amazing, quite honestly! I hope I have sufficiently expressed my gratitude to everyone who has helped us on this journey, Sometime I wonder about that too.
However, donations are still DESPERATELY needed.
So PLEASE, if you are able, please donate. If you have questions or would like to help with a specific need, please ask.
Thank you ALL for listening…
My pleas are heartfelt and genuine,
God Bless You.